In His Refuge

Just a place to store some memories

November 27, 2006

A Victory Ahead

Feeling kind of bewildered today because my sister has just been diagnosed with breast cancer. It makes you think about life, how precious every moment is, how critical it is to reach out to people who don’t know Jesus and tell them the truth. I guess for me I know it means I have to fight another battle in the spiritual realm. I really, deeply and truly believe that our God is a God of many miracles, a God through whom absolutely nothing is impossible. Jesus sacrificed His life to save us, and not just that, but to heal us too. He conquered the grave.

The Bible talks about many miraculous healings – Jesus would reach out His hand and peoples’ limbs would grow out of stumps. He made blind people see, lame people walk again, people with “incurable” diseases, made completely whole and healthy again. The same spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, lives inside us…. and that’s one key to making miracles happen. Another key is making the unwell person realise that there is hope. Jesus brings us that. A person who thinks negatively and believes the worst, will gradually descend into a really dark place – satan cuts off their joy, takes away their hope and their source of light. They start spiraling down into the pit of despair, lower and lower and lower…. We have to stop people going down that path and share the hope we have, which Jesus brings.

I remember the feeling of walking into mum’s bedroom five years ago and seeing her passed out on the floor, blood all over the side of her face. The stroke she had, commenced the coma she was in for five months… where almost every organ failed her and she was was paralysed, told she would never walk or talk again …. doomed for life, or so the unbelieving doctors thought! Those days were hard, but I learnt to yield God’s word and pray some mean prayers, which brought light to the darkness. It was a fight that goes beyond all expectations – most nights God showed me scenes of me fighting all sorts of things, many I can’t describe… but I know that in my weakness I was super strong spiritually. Who can comprehend the power and effects of our prayers? Who can understand the spiritual chains that are broken? Our God is bigger than anything that can ever come against us. We had a battle that seemed to last forever at the time… but in the end we had a victory and my mum walks and talks again, despite the medical field of specialists all shaking their heads, telling me to prepare for her funeral.

Back then I was surrounded by people who didn’t believe that God heals today. I took a lot of convincing myself, but I desperately clung on to the hope, because I wasn’t ready to let go of my precious mother. Eventually mum came out of her coma and started consciously fighting from the inside out, though I know the Holy Spirit was fighting when she was unconscious.

Now, I am so much stronger. I have one big victory under my belt and I now have a mum who fights in the spiritual realm and an awesome home group and I’m in a better position for this fight. We are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Glory to God.

November 24, 2006

Late night spookies

November 21, 2006

Riverview TV Crew

These are my film crew brothers and sisters ...well except for the little fella on the bottom right ;) That just happens to be my little baby Marshall at the start of this year. Boy has he grown!

This is Cate's dad, Clayton and Cate ;-)

No pool

This is my little boy after his walk yesterday ... with no pool to cool off in. Thank goodness Chrissy is near!

November 18, 2006

Tribute to Marshall's paddling pool

Alas, today is a very sad today because it's the day that Marshall and i bid farewell to his paddling pool - a bargain purchase for $18 off eBay.





We came home today, only to find that his best friend, a younger puppy called Jasper, decided to totally rip his pool to shreds! Not the nicest thing to do to a friend, especially with many hot summer days ahead, and especially given the fact that he has been so kind and gracious to let her use it many times (as you can see below) .... just shows that even your best friends can catch you by surprise with unexpected and unacceptable behaviour.



There were even some garden frogs that used it from time to time...



Aaagggghhh, a very sad day indeed ;-( I think i'll have to peruse eBay again soon!

Blue Duck Cafe

Had a really lovely night last night with a peaceful dinner at the Blue Duck Cafe, followed by drinks at Cate's place. Sweet! Praise God for on-fire Godly girlfriends - a real answer to prayer.



November 03, 2006

My new home group

What a huge blessing to me. I have been praying since the start of this year for the right home/cell group and God has finally helped me to find them. Praise God. I met these guys through a prayer workshop, held by Mike Brumback, who is a leader from the International House of Prayer in the States. Fancy that!

Ewen and Christie, pictured here, are the gorgeous and inspiring leaders of this amazing group.

These are three other kewl people in the group ... and i haven't snapped anyone else yet!

... funny how i prayed myself into a group who like to pray and who I met through another prayer warrior. God is awesome... and they are not totally new people in my life either because I actually used to go to church with some of them many years ago, back in the old days when I wasn't a Christian, but my Christian bf would drag me to their church. Ewen and Christie were youth pastors back then, and also served on the worship team, so they are pretty amazing people to be leading the group.

"Because [Michelle] loves me, says the Lord
I will rescue [her], I will protect [her] for [she] acknowledges my name.
[She] will call upon me, and I will answer [her].
I will be with [her] in trouble, I will deliver [her] and honour [her]
With long life will I satisfy [her] and show [her] my salvation"


.... this was His promise to me one night.

Farewell

Aaaggh, what an emotional week ending a job in an amazing place. Friday last week I had lunch at the Secret Garden Restaurant in the City with 12 policy people from work, Monday this week I had lunch at the Adelphi Steakhouse with the three team members who I have worked the closest with, then Tuesday I went for a lunch time run with two legal friends, then Wednesday I had lunch at Asaka with a friend who left my work place a few months ago, then Thursday I had lunch in the Woodside food court with two friends who I have shared an office space with for the last year, then today I had lunch on Mount St with my two legal friends that I went running with earlier in the week and I also put on a Japanese farewell morning tea for all the staff on my floor.

I was actually pretty blown away with how much my boss complimented me in his farewell speech. He just went on and on and on about how much he appreciated me and all the things I had done to assist the team - this is after a very tense last few months where he was criticizing me for all sorts of crazy things (like sneezing too loudly, being too friendly and bubbly, doing things too quickly, etc...) and then the Bhuddist guy, who I have had a spiritual war with for the last five months (who became hostile and nasty towards me) went out of his way to thank me and congratulate me on getting my new job! That really threw me. I am still in shock. How can two people criticize you, put you down to everyone who will listen (and within close enough proximity to you that you can hear what they say), treat you like dirt and then act like nothing has happened and compliment you? Was I just imagining I had a really bad relationship with both these guys? I am baffled. It must be God changing their hearts because I just cannot explain it otherwise.

The guys at work also contributed to buying me an amazing photography book with pictures of people from all over the world, immersed in their unique cultures, and a pretty peace lilly - so delicate and beautiful - and they gave me a big card with all their kind words... and the crazy Bhuddist guy even wrote something nice in it! Totally unexpected.